Letter to Love

Love please have a seat we seriously need to talk. No I'm sorry this can't wait. I've been trying to figure this thing out for a while now and I know you've felt like something just wasn't right. The truth is I love you but I know that ain't right. No please sit back down I have to finish this. I'm sure this isn't what you want to hear right now but it must be said. You've been great to me for a very long time and for that I am appreciative to you. You saved my heart when I was just about to turn cold to the idea of love. You spoke one word and forever changed my life. I've gotten so much better since I've experienced you and I love that about you. Each day I wanted to be a better person so I could be deserving of your love. There were some rough times but what's a little pain when you are experiencing love. See love there has been this war going on inside me that honestly I'm tired of fighting. Tired of going to battle everyday against a world that can be so mean. I took on this fight because I believed in what was happening. I also believed in what I was feeling. I know it probably seems like I'm rambling but I'm just trying to make sense of this. On the outside looking in love we appear to be so perfect. Me with my big heart and compassionate personality. You with your open mind and beauty. Kind of a perfect fit. At least that's what I told myself when I first felt you. Let me tell you love this has been great. Discovering a part of me that I thought had went away. Creating memories that I'm certain will last forever. We both know it hasn't always been sunshine because we did experience rain. Like the time I began to doubt you could ever exist. Or the time when I thought I wasn't good enough to deserve you. What I didn't know was that rain is necessary for sunshine and sunshine is necessary for rain. Like that day when I almost gave up and I looked out the window after the rain and saw a sunshine painting a rainbow in the sky. You taught me so much love and no amount of money, things or words could ever repay you. I know this is hard to hear but it's even harder to say. We've been good together but I think we should part ways. Your purpose has been served and my faith has been restored. I know, it hurts me too but I'm sure if you look at the bigger picture you'd understand what we must do. I'll always love you and I know you will too. So don't think of this as a heartbreak, think of it as a release. A release that is necessary to help us both grow. You have others to go out and help you can't be mine forever. Someone else is feeling like the old me and you have to help. Let them know that love is a great experience and can teach them a lot. If they don't believe you keep trying until they figure it out. Don't let them give up, like you didn't let me. Go and change someones history. I am forever grateful but I can no longer be selfish. Love, I love but you need to go love someone else. Don't worry about me, you have prepared me for such a time as this. My life isn't over it's only just begun. Thank you my friend it has been so much fun. Go out and help someone see what they have on the inside. Of course I won't forget about you. I'll always remember you besides my heart wouldn't let me, so stop worrying now. You've done what was required and I'm prepared for what life's journey may send my way. My head is held high and my heart is open. I'll see you in passing someday. No words need to be spoken. Go now and don't look back because the person you might save, might just be for me. Goodbye love